im not mad/angry/sad over this. let it go and it will be over. i shall try to take things from another perspective... i'm still friendly though

i just have to accept it and everything will be normal right? 

my prepaid's at zero, period. sorry all who texted and those who cnt reach me. but but i'll be onlineeeeeee~ and thankyou. just thankyou. :)

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OH GOSH

i don't want this blog to have another emoshitzx post.

please avoid me from doing so, anybody. i'll try talking to the wall first.

ermmm.. but i doubt i can hold it in. must get it off my chest! okay i'll try eating...might edit this post again ltr

*edited*

first, people nowadays judge too much. how long have you known me to pass off such a rude comment? i think you should actually use ur words wisely. for just a week or so, i think that's too much. maybe u just don't like the way i live my life. maybe im not tht ideal, as perfect as you. but still, learn to accept the person the way he/she is. i don't think our lifestyle matches too but i accepted it. i even thought maybe, just maybe i could get use to this. everyone has their own strengths and weaknesses and anyways, we are just friends. i can't believe u actually judged me that way. i know, i do stuff that u don't but does that gives u any right to say that? in fact, im always very true and sincere when it comes to you. didn't know this was what i get in the end. fyi, i neither smoke nor drink. so don't assume things.

second, idk why im still feeling guilty towards you. i really didn't see this coming and i feel the weirdness talking to you now. but no, i won't ignore you or anything but yeah, im just plain stupid and slow. just shoot me uh. i really don't want our friendship to ruin cus of anything and i want things to stay the way it always is. i kept reading that note. it must've hurt bad keeping those feelings for quite sometime.. and to think you're always there to hear about my pathetic life. i'm sorry.

i really should start laying low. i'll cut down on everything. prolly, this is the beginning of my stoning period. im feeling so shagged now. dearest riz, gee, hani, ika and wyda, thanks for always being there.

you know national library is super pathetic. there's only a small corner called study lounge which is 24hours packed with the same group of people, and the central lending where there's a note stating "please do not rest here. use the seats provided." everywhere near the ceilings and bookshelves. the other levels have this library policy crap to follow and that is "you cannot bring any books / reading materials in except BLANK sheets of paper" wtf is that? how are you gonna study without books?

so we ended up at the garden. NIZE. but shortly aft gee and hani arrived, we went to other places and settled at mcds marina. super shagged by then. i think it was 8 by the time we reached marina. HAHA. studied biostats for 15, 20 mins? and then off to taking funny pictures until we saw two weird guys kept smiling, laughing and pointing at us so we left.

ya we would do silly things everywhere and we always got caught in the end pfft.

anyway, i don't think i'll be going to wavehouse party this 28th. i really need to catch up on my studies. but oh gosh, this is really fucked up uh. bet everyone's going. missing out M party was already a bigg mistake. damnit. someone just kill me. i hate common tests and this sem's module. sucks bitch.

wooooo i love red berry nails. gonna buy etude's blue soon! really really soon.. mummy come quick give me the bucks 

 okay its 2.48, i'd better go now. gabriel, are you asleep? o.O goodnight then!

eeee i don't wanna see aaron king in school. i hate it how he made it sound as if im stalking / into him though IM NOT. btw, he WAS gee's and riz's ec. but we found out he is attached so heck ah. i hate self-obsessed guys. okay can say, u have the style luh but wahlao! hmm nvm no comments. he alrdy pollute my fb profile. i don't want to pollute my blog abt him also. you both can smile at him if we bump into each other k. HAHA

anyway BAHAN BAHAN KETAWA! boring luh ITL practical so me and riz darling camwhore-d :D if not happy don't see uh. warning alrdy. haha